There’s so much on your mind but that one person you once trusted and could approach is no longer there.

This pain and feeling of letdown seems to get heavier each day. As though I have anchors pulling down on my body. I wish for this feeling of yuck and disgust to flee but to be honest these feelings have also been haunting me in my dreams. I feel like nothing to be honest. That I am of no worth.

Praying for better days to come way, but until then I shall just cry cause I can honestly no longer be strong.